women & porn addiction

I Was a Married Woman Tempted by Porn

I was the quiet girl growing up who desperately tried to blend into the crowd. My dad was a teacher in the same school district I attended, and the first day of school each year was pretty much the same. My name would be called, and the teacher would tell me that he or she knew my dad. When I was young, it seemed as if everyone knew him. This, along with my reserved personality, caused me to constantly be on my best behavior when I was in public. All of this unwanted attention further solidified the importance of not doing anything to disappoint anyone or stand out in the crowd. I never knew that the state of my heart was just as important as who I appeared to be on the outside.

“Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life” (Proverbs 4:23).

I became very good at looking like I had it all together. When you don’t stand out, most people tend to assume that you’re as “sweet” on the inside as you appear to be on the outside. My heart was a mess though, and I ignored that for many years until God started to expose what was in my heart…Click here to read the remainder of my article over at Covenant Eyes.

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